deep_red_bells: ([Appearance] Hair tuck)
1. Make a list of habits.

--Lip biting
--Hair twirling
--Ice crunching
--Clicking my nails on hard surfaces
--Jiggling my foot
--Basic inability to keep still
--Straightening other people's clothing--shirt collars, mostly

2. Make a list of obsessions.

--My fiancé
--Sex with my fiancé

I'm not obsessive, what are you talking about? :P

3. Make a list of addictions

--My fiancé
--Sex with my fiancé

deep_red_bells: ([Emote] Bored)
Are you for or against abortion?
I wouldn't have one, personally...but I'm not gonna tell anyone else what to do with their body and their life. There are options, that's one of them, if you can live with it.

Would the United States fall with a woman president?

Do you believe in the death penalty?
I don't think it's applied correctly. I'd put the rapists and child molesters to death before a murderer.

Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
I don't really care?

Do you believe in God?
Believe, sure. Care for, not so much.

Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are moving to the USA?
...I am Hispanic.

A twelve year old girl has a baby...should she keep it?
No. Adoption is also an option. But again...not gonna tell someone what to do with their life.

Should the alcohol age be lowered to 18?
It is a bit odd that you can do pretty much everything else at 18 but not drink?

Assisted suicide is you agree?
Not especially?

Do you believe in spanking your children?
I have not been nor will I ever be a parent, so it's a bit pretentious of me to say I think it's a pretty outdated and slightly barbaric practice, but no, I don't believe it's the right course of action. I're basically bullying your kid. If you gotta resort to hitting them to get them to behave, you're not doing something right.

Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
...Who the hell offers a million dollars to burn a flag?

A mother is declared innocent after murdering her 5 children in a temporary insanity case, do you agree?
NO. The insanity defense is such B.S.

Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Judge away.
deep_red_bells: ([Expressive] Oh dear God)
"You have sinned against the Lord; and be sure your sin will find you out."
                                                    - Numbers 32:23

word count: 620

ooc: the above Slayer story is not mine, but was borrowed from the "Tales of the Slayer" graphic novel.

Music meme

Jul. 18th, 2008 11:28 am
deep_red_bells: ([Emote] Cute smile)

Name 3 songs that make you feel happy
: 1) Psapp, "Hi", 2) "La Vie Boheme" from Rent, 3) Mr. Big, "To Be With You"

Name 3 sad songs that make you feel happy anyway: (I dunno if these are necessarily sad songs? But not really happy ones? So...I guess they count?) 1) Keane, "Bedshaped", 2) U2, "Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses", 3) Coldplay, "Beautiful World"

Name 3 songs you find therapeutic
: 1) Sarah McLachlan, "Full of Grace", 2) Vienna Teng, "The Tower", 3) Sheryl Crow, "I Shall Believe"

What is the silliest song you enjoy? Probably "Happy Working Song" from Enchanted.

What song are you almost embarrassed to admit you like? Mmmm, probably "Underneath Your Clothes" by Shakira? Or, really, anything by Shakira? Yes I like Shakira shut up.

What song gets your blood racing? It's close between NIN's "The Perfect Drug", A Perfect Circle's "Passive", "Stitches" by Orgy.

Favorite band? Dude, I suck with picking all time favorite bands.

Name one song from the year you were born that you like: AC/DC, "Back in Black"

Name one song all of your friends enjoy: Queen, "Bohemian Rhapsody"

Name one song that reminds you of a good friend: "Baby Got Back" (Annie knows why, mkay?)

Name 3 of your favorite break-up songs: 1) Madonna, "Take a Bow", 2) Sheryl Crow, "My Favorite Mistake", 3) Concrete Blonde, "Joey"

Name 3 of your favorite love songs: 1) Sam Cooke, "Nothing Can Change This Love I Have For You", 2) Sara Bareilles, "Gravity", 3) Berlin, "Take My Breath Away"

Name one song that reminds you of your significant other:

[Searchlight verse] Alanis Morisette, "Everything"

I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

[Callahan verse] Rascal Flatts, "Every Day"

I come around all broken down and crowded out
And you're comfort
Sometimes the place I go is so deep and dark and desperate
I don't know, I don't know

How every day
Every day, every day
You save my life
deep_red_bells: (Default)
True to her word, Baileigh put on the shiny red lipstick and the snug jeans and left her hair down, for no other reason than that Ford had requested--probably  jokingly--that she 'look hot' for their hunting outing. She felt a teeny bit silly, but what was the harm? Any good Grace would suffer a little silliness for her favorite Will.

After explaining to Hank and Cain that she was going out with a friend in need of a pick-me-up, she waited out on the front porch steps and killed some time sharpening a few wooden stakes with a Bowie knife, unconcerned of how she probably looked to her neighbors, a twenty-something reasonably attractive girl spending her night kicked back on the porch whittling at sticks. Hardly the weirdest thing she'd ever done to get the neighbor's, that would be starting a small fire in her backyard to burn some clothing, an entire outfit that had been ruined when she'd run amiss of a very smelly demon.

She still mourned the loss of those shoes.

Hearing the crunch of gravel at the base of the driveway, Baileigh stuck the knife back down in her boot and got to her feet, dusted wood shavings off of her jeans as what she assumed was Ford's car pulled up to the house.
deep_red_bells: (Sleeping)
1) Wake up.
2) Get dressed.
3) Kick Henrietta out of bed.
4) Make more coffee since Cain's probably already had his first pot full, toast pop-tarts.
5) Make Cain stop hitting things long enough to help me make breakfast.
6) Go to work.
7) Come home, flop down on the couch and gripe about work for at least 10, 20 minutes.
8) Make Henrietta do homework. This is not often possible but the attempt is made daily.
9) Go hunting.
10) Come home, shower, go to sleep usually after sex.
deep_red_bells: (Hair up looking down not really happy)
There's no winning this 'war.' Period.
deep_red_bells: (Beautiful disaster)
I've been told that I need to try and be less sweetness and light all of the time, so this is me, trying to be less sweetness and light.

1) Maxie--you are a royal dickhead, grouchy ALL the time, and on occasion you are too stupid to live.
2) Cain--you're downright mean sometimes. You're angry at the world and you lash out way too often at the people who love you.
3) Kiki--you let way too much of your self-worth rely on Max. You need to step up and realize that while you may love him more than life itself, you being beautiful and smart and amazing does not lie on whether or not Max thinks you are.
4) Hank--you are a smartmouthed, mean spirited, spiteful little toe rag, and no, that's NOT a compliment. You're extremely hurtful towards others and it isn't becoming or cool like you seem to think it is. Grow up and get over yourself.
5) Dad--you're a worthless human being.
6) Mom--you NEVER grew up and you never will, and I'm done with you, completely.
7) Peter (of the Lawrence variety, not the Petrelli)--you creep me out majorly and should remove the stick from your ass.
8) Blake--it is NOT all about you and your problems. The last time I checked the world revolved around the SUN, not you.
9) Angie--you act like teenager, which loses a lot of it's charm when you're past thirty.
10) Olivia--you wear entirely too much perfume and I can't breathe around you half the time, and the way you make puppy eyes at Peter (of the Lawrence variety, not the Petrelli) is pathetic. DO something about it if you've got it that badly.
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My complete opposite?

Put it this way. Every time I run into an old friend from high school, they always go on about their job--excuse me, their *career.* Or, they talk about nursing school/med school/law school/things that take ninety million college credits before they can graduate. Or they talk about their marriage and their beautiful and smart daughter or son.

I don't say much during those conversations. I just nod and smile and say 'congratulations' through gritted teeth, and then walk away with my jaw and cheeks hurting from how hard I have to strain to keep myself from screaming "WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR PERFECT LIFE?!" cause that would be really, really rude, not to mention unfair.

Why? Because I don't have that, and I'm starting to think I probably never will.

I'm not driven. I'm not 'goal oriented.' I waitress at the same diner I've worked at since I was 16. I take a class here and there. And I've yet to find anything that I'd want to do for the rest of my life. Everything's been a bust.

Except for acting. I love acting. Problem is, there's thousands upon thousands of others girls out there with better training and raw talent than I've got. Not to mention prettier. With smaller butts. (Hey, don't look at me like that! I've heard it all at auditions. My hair's too long, or it's too short, or my butt's too big. Yes, I actually got told my butt was too big. So don't get irky with me for having an ass complex, okay?!)

So I'll probably never 'make it' as an actress. Doesn't mean I'm gonna stop trying, because I'm not, but...let's be realistic.

Anyway, yeah. There it is, sad and pathetic as it may be. My polar opposite is pretty much anyone who's successful. 

Muse: Baileigh Solis
Fandom: BtVS/Angel OC
Word Count: 308


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Baileigh Solis

December 2010



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