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Baileigh Solis ([personal profile] deep_red_bells) wrote2009-01-22 09:50 am

One of those...meme things.



Your International Spy Name is Madame Harley



Your Code Name: The Dancer



You Reside in: Las Vegas



Why You're a Good Spy: You a master at disguise



I just noticed I did a lot of them, I thought...

I don't know. I don't see the fun.

[identity profile] magic-fratboy.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
The fun they provide is mostly discussing the results with your friends...or finding humor in the results. Ya know, how accurate it is and everything.

How you holding up, babe?

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. I...I used to live in Nevada. I don't know if the rest is accurate or funny.

Not too well.

[identity profile] criminal-issues.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
It got Las Vegas right...That seems like a fun meme.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose.

[identity profile] criminal-issues.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
But he's right, the fun is discussing memes with friends...Are your OK, Bee? I feel like I missed something.

[identity profile] magic-fratboy.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a little funny...least to me. When you were still living in Nevada, I once came to see you and the rest of the girls you lived with? Brought my Harley up. You said it was gorgeous, but you sided with my best friend about never riding it, ever.

It's gonna be okay, Bee. I know you been hearing a lotta that crap, and I know it's getting old...but I mean it. No bullshit. You don't understand the kind of power you got at your back right now, how far people are willing to go for you.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm sorry, I don't know your name.

[identity profile] criminal-issues.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
...Devon. You don't remember me?

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
...Oh.

Somehow it doesn't make me feel better. I'm hurting them.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but...I don't remember anyone.

[identity profile] criminal-issues.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Like, anyone?

[identity profile] magic-fratboy.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not the one hurting them...it's what happened to you that's hurting them. What you can't remember ain't your fault, Bee. They know that, but when they're with you...they can't connect, and neither can you. That's what's wrong. It's nothing you're doing or not doing, it's like an injury. It's a leg you can't walk on...do you understand?

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I understand perfectly but they're hurting, and I can't fix it. It...it hurts.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Like anyone.

[identity profile] thelions-heart.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
That's actually an interesting...name.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting is a good word, I suppose.

[identity profile] thelions-heart.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Mine would be Lady Steel.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounds...dangerous?

[identity profile] thelions-heart.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Which is amusing considering I'm the least dangerous person out there. I attract it though.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I do too.

[identity profile] thelions-heart.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Really? You do?

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
I...think so? Something happened to me, recently. I lost my memory.

[identity profile] thelions-heart.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow, I'm sorry.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

[identity profile] magic-fratboy.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
There's some memories that the mind can't keep. They live in the heart, in the soul...they ain't the same as thoughts, but they exist.

I don't know if it's any sorta comfort, babe, but that hurt, that pain? That's a memory. You love these people, and that's not something your spirit can forget.

[identity profile] deep-red-bells.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
...It's a little comfort.

[identity profile] magic-fratboy.livejournal.com 2009-01-23 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's good to know...in more ways than you can imagine.

Just do me a favor, 'kay? Don't lose hope...no matter how dark it looks. It may not feel like it, but it'll save you. That ain't a promise, either, it's a fact.