So that if I mention anything in regards to all this and anyone says "You didn't tell me that!" I can point back to this and say "You didn't pay attention."
I have
a brother. Which, is not surprising, I mean, I've had a brother for a long time, it's not like I didn't know about him. I just never MET said brother until recently. But now I have, and he lives here, which is not at all comforting or cool and kind of makes me want to be anywhere else in the world, but I can't leave for reasons I will detail below. Long story short: I'm trying to get past the irrational blinding hatred I have towards him to get to know him. Progress is slow.
Lastly, Terry decided she'd drop a nice little bombshell on me today by telling me that she's putting me in charge of the girls. Let me type that again, because, yeah, it bears repeating. Put. Me. In.
Charge. Me. Who can barely balance her own check book. Who if she manages to get through a day without a major fucking crisis--usually self-inflicted--has performed a miracle.
Made me field leader. And it wasn't really optional. Or, it was, but...it just wasn't, okay? She is fucking insane and let me count the ways I am going to
FAIL at this.
You ever felt like you're standing in the middle of a jam-packed room, jumping up and down and screaming at the top of your lungs and NO ONE is hearing you or even looking up? Yeah. I feel like that right now.
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