Last week, when I heard about the school, about what happened in Scotland?
I nearly lost it. I just...you know the story of the first slayer? How she lost her humanity? I felt like I nearly lost mine. I was ready to give up...give it all up. Slaying. The good fight. All of it. I was so close to just giving up every belief I ever had. It wasn't worth it. All this good I thought I was doing just...it was nothing.
All I wanted to do was find someone to kill in the worst way imaginable.
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Date: 2008-07-15 06:52 pm (UTC)I nearly lost it. I just...you know the story of the first slayer? How she lost her humanity? I felt like I nearly lost mine. I was ready to give up...give it all up. Slaying. The good fight. All of it. I was so close to just giving up every belief I ever had. It wasn't worth it. All this good I thought I was doing just...it was nothing.
All I wanted to do was find someone to kill in the worst way imaginable.
Talk to me. Please.