[The10spot] 112: 10 childhood crushes

1) Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice.
2) Mr. Rochester from Jane Eyre.
3) Raistlin Majere from the Dragonlance novels (I'm telling you, if someone had just given that guy a hug, all the unpleasantness that happened could've been avoided).
4) Doogie Howser.
5) Will Smith.
6) Alex, the boy who used to push me on the playground and pull my hair.
7) Jonathan Brandis
8) Brad Renfro
9) Johnny Depp
10) Christian Slater

[MtM] I used to think...

I could fill a book up with the things I 'used to think.'

I used to think climbing things was fun. I used to think no one ever judged you by the color of your skin. I used to think people were mostly good deep down. I used to think love was a simple, easy thing. I used to think hot dogs were great. I used to think my parents would magically decide to get married and would want to raise me. I used to think there were no such thing as monsters. I used to think that things would be better and easier once I grew up. I used to think my grandmother would never ever die. I used to think magic was just card tricks and illusions. I used to think true evil was something rarely seen. I used to think God was really watching over me. I used to think my height was a bad thing. I used to think brunettes were cuter than blondes. I used to think if I was quiet enough I could be invisible and no one would pick on me. I used to think I was fat. I used to think I had to straighten my hair every day. I used to think The New Kids on the Block were really talented. I used to think things were really simple at the core, it was just people who complicated them. I used to think the color orange was really pretty. I used to think I'd want to have kids someday. I used to think marriage was a good thing. I used to think little bitty dogs were just precious. I used to think life was pretty ordinary. I used to think I'd grow old.

You know what I think now?

I think I think too damn much.



Baileigh Solis
BtVS/AtS OC
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