Not around this place. Remy's in a list community and the one this week was for baby names. You don't even want to know how much I freaked out when I saw his journal. And my brother and I got on the subject of the mother thing... it's been a nerve-wracking couple of days.
I just wasn't expecting to see it. And on top of my brother telling me he thinks I'd be good at the mom thing, it just kinda rattled me. It's one of those things that makes me go 'Oh my god I can't do this!' Not too crazy about the other M-word, either. You're way braver than I am.
Oh my God. How freaked out was I when he asked me? Especially seeing as I'd just woken up from a friggin' coma!
But, I don't know. I wanted...just, that whole 'I'm yours, you're mine and no one else's' thing just became more and more appealing the more I thought about it.
Yeah, the idea sounds nice, and maybe one day it won't scare me. But I came from Crappy Marriage 101. I guess I'm just afraid I'll screw up because I never took Good Marriage 101. You know?
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Date: 2008-10-05 01:03 am (UTC)For the record? You're gonna be the best aunt ever. Ya know, next to Sassy. ;)
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Date: 2008-10-05 01:54 am (UTC)I am SO not drinking any.no subject
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:13 am (UTC)But you're doing it, right? Just the thought makes me wanna run like hell. I can't shake the feeling that I'd probably just screw it up.
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:26 am (UTC)Julian and I are...highly unique, I guess you could say.
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:32 am (UTC)*grins* And it works, obviously.
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:41 am (UTC)But, I don't know. I wanted...just, that whole 'I'm yours, you're mine and no one else's' thing just became more and more appealing the more I thought about it.
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:46 am (UTC)Yeah, the idea sounds nice, and maybe one day it won't scare me. But I came from Crappy Marriage 101. I guess I'm just afraid I'll screw up because I never took Good Marriage 101. You know?
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Date: 2008-10-05 03:49 am (UTC)I totally get that and don't blame you. I mean, my mom? Is on marriage number six. SO.
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Date: 2008-10-05 04:01 am (UTC)*blinks* Six? Wow. Mine are still married, but it's a name only deal. If it weren't for that, they'd probably have at least that many each.
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